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088.
I've been slipping in and out of my "okay" state the whole day. For a while I'm good then suddenly I realize, "holy shit I'm alone" then I find myself laying down, with no real thoughts formulating in my head and somehow things feel like their going in slow motion and that I find myself lost somewhere. Now I'm longing for a hand to hold so they can ( Read more... ) -
087.
"Be the person you were in the relationship even without the relationship."
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086.
It has been a day. A day since I first read those words that brought me down from my happy place. I've been trying to find words to describe everything. Surprisingly, I didn't even share my own thoughts instead I just fully resigned to that. Submitted. I am in the middle of accepting. Yes I am broken and yet with how I look at things, I know, I ( Read more... ) -
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So it has come to this point then. It doesn't hurt any less but I think I'm just really numb to even feel anything. I'm not as worse, but hey this makes me go to bed. I get some sleep. I get some rest. This time there's really nothing to say. I'll just treat this with one thing I know to do best with my mouth shut. I won't go begging like I did ( Read more... ) -
85.0
So I'm trying to get this whole blog everyday thing. I used to do that before but last year I hardly put anything here that makes sense. Let's see how this goes.
I've just recently come back from my little trip in Hong Kong and even if it was just 4 days I'm still adjusting to the idea that I'm back here at home. Though lately the whole 'home' term ( Read more... ) -
084.
Traveling, I discovered, has been something I always enjoyed, not those usual traveling within the country but actually leaving the Philippines and flying out somewhere. I enjoyed traveling and perhaps it's because I've always traveled alone. Alone in the sense that you find yourself sitting in the airport looking around and seeing that everyone's ( Read more... ) -
083.
It's hard wheb your parents assume quite a lot about what you do when they don't know shit about it. It makes you feel so pathetic. It's sad how they're not pushing you to find work at the right time but their pushing you to find a job for their own satisfaction. Something they can boast about to others and all that shit.
I don't even know how they ( Read more... ) -
082.
Really, I'm tired hearing them reminding me that I'm fat and jobless. I think majority of fresh graduates get a job in order to escape the never-ending nagging of the parents. I think I hear my mother tell me everyday how I can't and shouldn't spend my days in front of my laptop. They still think that I chat 24/7 when really I'm a actually writing ( Read more... ) -
081.
See that icon? That's probably how I look right now. I'll let other people be excited for me for tomorrow. The hype of actually graduating has faded since I was able to pass my thesis, pass my biz paper and see my name on the list of graduating students. Tsk. Well anyway I am still going to graduate anyway, but half the time I've forgotten what we ( Read more... )
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