117! and thats tonight maybe tomorrow morning my scale will say 116! i dont care if im not acually 116,, i just havent seen my scale say that for like years!! my goal was to be 117 in the summer and i finally reached it.. summer isnt over yet! that gives me hope :)
ive been trying soooo hard and my weight went down ONE im still pissed! weigh in: 120
detox starts NOW. only water and fruit. lets try 48 hours + 5 hour fast at the end. saturday at 12 will be the end of my first detox. saturday at 5 will be the end of my five hour fast to complete it.
im fasting this week. I am so fat, and i need to teach myself a lesson. ew i have to coach gymnastics tomorrow for three hours. im so not looking forward to that. I dont look forward to anything.
My parents are gone the WHOLE day! i can purge and no one can hear meeeeee yipee! haha. no, i just wont eat, its easier and better for me. Im going to fast again tomorrow, it feels so good
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