I wish i could sleep

Jul 29, 2006 21:44


its around 6:00 in the morning....im at Dereks house. Ive been tryin to sleep for what feels like forever but i cant stop thinking. Im really nervous about moving i kno its really not such a big deal but i just keep on thinkin about how impossible its gunna be to move all me and my mothers crap out of are house, and i kno that my mom is a pack rat ( Read more... )

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Kaisey anonymous July 28 2006, 17:37:59 UTC
hey, my mom will deffenetly help u move. she told me that mad long ago when u were thinking about moving befor. so dont even worry. and everything happends for a reason. fuckin kick poeple out. stop having parties. go get a newspaper and look for a house. help ur mom out.

i dont mean to sound like an asshole. but GO out and do something. LOOK for a job, ones not going to fall into your lap. poeple are going to get drunk and puke and fuck ur sht up. because u let them.

i dont go down there anymore cause everytime i do its crazier and crazier.

i love u shay. dont even doubt that. if u need me, u know im fucking here for you.

ill look for apts. to and shit and ill help you move. but help me and ur mom out. and everyone else that practicly live at ur house.

You know my number. im here for you no matter what.

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Re: Kaisey imaginary_2_u July 29 2006, 01:21:06 UTC
your not bein mean your right.... I kno i need a job but look whos talkin i really doubt you have a job lol. If your mom could help that would be so grate :)
<3

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anonymous July 28 2006, 18:03:06 UTC
hey we really need to talk..

immediatly.

-Christine-

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imaginary_2_u July 29 2006, 01:10:31 UTC
i would if i could lol, i thought that you had a home visit today? Charle told me that you and him broke up what happened??

Lave ya
Shay

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solusperi July 31 2006, 17:47:38 UTC
He did? He got mad at me because, he said I was telling everyone we broke up.

I don't know, I'm really confused. I love hims o much, and I feel like we're in the middle of a divorce or something and trying to reconcile. I don't want it to feel that way. I miss you.

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solusperi August 2 2006, 18:00:48 UTC
we didn't break up.. he's lying...

he's really pissnig me off..

i lied.. I can get unhappy.. I'm unhappy because I love charlie so.. and he don't love me... :(

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senomar July 28 2006, 21:51:38 UTC
shay, I'm really sorry people treated your place like shit...i hope all goes well with you, and maybe finding a job will actually help you out in the long run. ♥

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imaginary_2_u July 29 2006, 01:13:42 UTC
yea i really want to get a job but with school startin so soon and what not i dont kno where i would be able to find the time, and im turning 16 in Dec. so i might just wait till then so i can get a better job. i kno i should have stoped it before it came to this but i just got to caught up. but thanx for the advise :)

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hey____deceiver July 28 2006, 23:25:50 UTC
I'll help you guys with whatever you want, and you know I can ask my boys to come down and help, too. Jordan has got a truck if someone could throw him money. And you can just look for yourself and show them to your Mom. A lot of places accept sec. 8 or DSS or whatever it is that your Mom pays with, some people even prefer it.

And it's not your fault. Your Mother has a brain, and she could've stopped it if she really wanted to. You are not responsible for a lot of the bullshit that happens. Screwing up relationships, school, etc. that's on kids our age. You didn't loose your house. It wasn't your house and family to protect nearly as much as it is your Mother's.

And people are right, get a job so you can get out. Don't live under a roof of someone you can't feel you trust.

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imaginary_2_u July 29 2006, 01:17:36 UTC
I KNO!!!! i would give any thing to be able to get out of here... but really who would rent a house to a 16 year old? i could always move in with a friend but my mom would rathher see me dead before she would let that happen.
If you Jordon would help that would be kick ass i really should call him about that, thanx for the idea :)

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solusperi August 2 2006, 18:00:08 UTC
I'M GETTING OUT IN AUGUST LOVER!

I miss you guys, it'll be just in time before you move and I promise to help as much as I can..

Please don't be so unhappy, I'm just so excited it's impossible for me to be sad right now. (unless like, someone died.. or something.. then I'd still be happy over the fact I'm going home!) ...
but yeah.

<3 -christine-

read my livejournal bitch. :)

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