its around 6:00 in the morning....im at Dereks house. Ive been tryin to sleep for what feels like forever but i cant stop thinking. Im really nervous about moving i kno its really not such a big deal but i just keep on thinkin about how impossible its gunna be to move all me and my mothers crap out of are house, and i kno that my mom is a pack rat
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i dont mean to sound like an asshole. but GO out and do something. LOOK for a job, ones not going to fall into your lap. poeple are going to get drunk and puke and fuck ur sht up. because u let them.
i dont go down there anymore cause everytime i do its crazier and crazier.
i love u shay. dont even doubt that. if u need me, u know im fucking here for you.
ill look for apts. to and shit and ill help you move. but help me and ur mom out. and everyone else that practicly live at ur house.
You know my number. im here for you no matter what.
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<3
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immediatly.
-Christine-
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Lave ya
Shay
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I don't know, I'm really confused. I love hims o much, and I feel like we're in the middle of a divorce or something and trying to reconcile. I don't want it to feel that way. I miss you.
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he's really pissnig me off..
i lied.. I can get unhappy.. I'm unhappy because I love charlie so.. and he don't love me... :(
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And it's not your fault. Your Mother has a brain, and she could've stopped it if she really wanted to. You are not responsible for a lot of the bullshit that happens. Screwing up relationships, school, etc. that's on kids our age. You didn't loose your house. It wasn't your house and family to protect nearly as much as it is your Mother's.
And people are right, get a job so you can get out. Don't live under a roof of someone you can't feel you trust.
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If you Jordon would help that would be kick ass i really should call him about that, thanx for the idea :)
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I miss you guys, it'll be just in time before you move and I promise to help as much as I can..
Please don't be so unhappy, I'm just so excited it's impossible for me to be sad right now. (unless like, someone died.. or something.. then I'd still be happy over the fact I'm going home!) ...
but yeah.
<3 -christine-
read my livejournal bitch. :)
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