I wish so badly that I could trust people I dont know what it is.. i just dont trust anyone. I guess you get stabbed in the back enough times you just kinda lose faith in people. I wish i wasnt so insecure, i always feel so inferior to everyone. I guess thats just some thing that i need to work on, its not any one else's fault but my own ( Read more... )

I feel like shit right now me and Devin broke up, its not like i didn't see this coming it just really sucks. At first i we just decided to brake up because we figured it would be "better" if we did, and we were still gunna be friends. Then he found out about some really dumb shit that doesn't even really matter and flipped out about and told me ( Read more... )

Im so sick of loving you so much and feel so empty :(

So...... there really isnt much to say, im just updateing b/c i havent in a while, ive been so happy lately! Ive been hanging out with all my old friends, Ive been hanging out with Chrisitne and Cindy alot more, and alot of people that i wasnt before. I think that the reason that ive been so happy is b/c im not with anyone. I really think that im ( Read more... )

Yea so there really hasnt been any thing new with me lately, im still singel and i still hate every thing about my self but whatev. Im kinda drunk but not really, im at Robyns. Im so sick of thinking about the past but i really cant help it b/c i was so happy then, and im so not now. On my 16th birthday(something that i have been looking forward ( Read more... )

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Yea as most people already kno i already moved, i live on Chrisler ave. now, its a really nice place but its so much smaller that are last place. I still have parties but no where near as much as the last place. I miss my old house so much... i wonder if anyone still stops there that doesnt kno i moved, huh? but anyways there really isnt any thing ( Read more... )

Derek and I broke up a few days ago, i broke up with him b/c he was freaking out on me for doin some thing i didnt even do and i was really sick of fighting with him so i just thought that it would be best if we broke up. Other than that there really isnt much more that has happened. Ive been tryin to go to school ever day and ive done a ok job on ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while..... things have gotin alot better.  Im in high school finally and to tell the truth its not as great as i thought it would be but that might be b/c they have alot of new rules and its really boring. Alot of my friends are eaither droped out, out of school already or just dont go so i dont reallly have alot of friends ( Read more... )

its around 6:00 in the morning....im at Dereks house. Ive been tryin to sleep for what feels like forever but i cant stop thinking. Im really nervous about moving i kno its really not such a big deal but i just keep on thinkin about how impossible its gunna be to move all me and my mothers crap out of are house, and i kno that my mom is a pack rat ( Read more... )