"Hey, having your permit for a little while longer could be a good thing. I mean, it'd be good to wait until winter was over to get your license--"

"Dad! I don't want to wait any longer! I've been waiting a year and half!!" My once calm tone proceeded to boil with frustration. I paused, trying to compose the rock of anger that formed in my chest. ( Read more... )

today has been trying.

lately i've just been cleaning everything. especially the kitchen -- thats a neverending battle! but i think its safe to say it'll be clean for a good 8 hours, considering everyone is almost asleep.

i've decided on AP english. daring, i know. i had been struggling with it for awhile...but last night when heidis dad was ( Read more... )

i just wish the sun could stay in the sky a little longer. for just long enough for me to get ahold of myself. the night is beautiful, daring, lurking so gracefully-- but gee, does it have to come so soon?

( for you. )

this fourday weekend stuff is lovely<3 friday night was quite adventurous & last night was so much fun :)  i'm glad everyone came ! i love how the simplest things are the most enjoyable. and i'm glad we don't have drama... we just have fun !! i love you guys<3

i have this urge to go someplace...someplace entirely untouched by mankind. no houses, or ( Read more... )

so this week has been successful. i've been getting into some good habits. that's word has such negative connotations. i'll say... good routines...? haha. mk i guess habits will do. anyway, my last report card kind of hit me in the face and got me to realize that not trying really does effect my grades. so i've been actually doing my homework & ( Read more... )

i studied tonight for over 2 hours. consecutively. this is catastrophic :-P ughhh i better get an a on this history test !!!

i'm doing so good in school right now :) if only i keep it up !!

worries are like pop-up ads/spyware. no matter how many times you delete them, they still manage to find there way back into the system. ::sigh:: i guess God ( Read more... )

mmmmk. so has everyone signed up for the sats? maaarch 12th. woohoo. :/

anyway, is anybody taking them in pottstown? :( guess i signed up too late to be @ boyertown. pleaaaaase let me know if you are at pottstown.

argh, i'll be so glad when all this college stuff is ovvvva !!

goodnight all :)

this week went by surprisingly fast. it was good i guess, my definition of good has changed throughout the time i've been alive.

sometimes i feel like the ushers. living in a house doomed to despair, burdened with an unescapable gravitational pull. i've been reading alot of poe lately...

but ya know what? i'm strong. even at my weakest moments... ( Read more... )

this has been one of the worst days of this school year. : /

tomorrow will be better. [it has to be.]

i'm excited because amanda & i are hanging out this weekend. she's going to sew buttons on a purse for me. hooray !!

it's kinda ironic how i go to school when i feel terrible but stay home when i feel fine. haha :-P

okay lets try and be civil ( Read more... )

new loook. :)

mmkay, now i'm thirsty for some coffee. if i make myself some-- well that will be the 4th cup today :=D

/pointless post :=P