hooray for new friends. i'm happy to announce that this year has allowed me to become friends with people whom i had completely forgot existed :-P

this crazy snow & those silly wrong weathermen.

school could be cancelled tomorrow and i wouldn't cry...

okay. that is all :)

it's the things people casually say, maybe even amidst a laugh, not malice, just noticing. it's those things that hurt the most. they play over and over in my head, & even if those words didn't matter much at first, they repeat in my mind until they do.

be careful what you say.

i think about all the things i don't say to you that i "notice" ( Read more... )

my darling chris & i cut lunch today, we got nutragrain bars & walked out. then we went on to break about 4 more rules. how daring... not. our school is so dumb. anyway, i met up with mrs furman about aquaaaaaa. our discussion was not to my liking, she said she had to have a note from my parents. so then i talked to mr slider & he's cool, i just ( Read more... )

it's amazing yet frustrating how fast things happen. in an instance, something happens, no matter how much you long to go back and undo them, it simply cannot be done.

my sweet ( roaree )

we clash alot, my brother and i. he's really changed though. gosh, i remember how we used to fight, usually ending in me slamming my bedroom door, flopping myself on my bed and crying. yeah, i cry when i'm mad. needless to say, that doesn't happen anymore. we still clash, but usually just go our seperate ways when that happens. i don't think he ( Read more... )

( the lights<3 )

i've been extra contemplative lately.

life is so fragile.

[ you don't realize how much  you love someone until they are almost gone... ]

yesterday was frightful, but taught me some things about love.

this weekend went by =so= fast. friday was fun, i went from heidis to dans to heidis to the school dance to heidis. haha. i had fun @ the dance, my side kept hurting. i duno, it doesn't hurt that much right now, but friday....ugh. i get scared when things hurt that aren't supposed to and people were telling me i had appendicitis. o_O

anyway, matt ( Read more... )

generations of people yearn for what cannot be otained. it's supposedly america's foundation, but it doesn't exist, not fully. restraint is inescapable. we may not bear chains on our wrists connected to grimy stone walls that enclose our existence to a five-by-five interior to spend our days, but that doesn't make us free. freedom, true freedom ( Read more... )

tonight was frustrating. six people trying to write a script, all having their own ideas, all favoring different concepts, all talking at the same time.

i think 4 of us were on the same wavelength, we got it. but 2 others, oy vey. it was insanity. we didn't get much done, i was getting pissed off, but tried to conceal it. honestly, i just want to ( Read more... )