Post from May 2010 ( Read more... )

Lately I have been confused on how to calculate how happy I am with my life. I could say its great. I have great friends, a nice room, nice clothes and a good looking future. I absolutely cannot wait till I go study abroad in Japan. My whole being right down to the bone is waiting for this half a year of awesomeness. It scares me a little how much ( Read more... )

It's weird how life changes in the blink of an eye. Things you think will never be resolved get solved, people you never think you would be friends with become your friends, people you trusted turning out to be just what you didn't need in your life. Throughout it all I've had to remind myself to stay strong. I am not that strong really. I break ( Read more... )

This is crazy, I can't believe I still even have this account after all I haven't written anything here since I was a senior in high school and now I that I am halfway through my sophomore year of college it seems weird that I feel so compelled to write in here again ( Read more... )

You know what I realize? I listen to songs that should remind me of other people. But in the end, none of it matters.

In the end. No one else I have liked in 3 years has mattered more than you. No one I have liked comes close to you. NOT EVEN CLOSE. And I am SO glad.

Because I love you and you love me too.

Nobody has ever mattered to me like you have ( Read more... )

Andrew always told me this song reminded him of me....its such a beautiful song. He hasn't even left yet and I miss him so much!

Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn’t have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standing by
When happily ever after fails
And we’ve been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell ( Read more... )

When you walk away ( Read more... )

If I could sum up one word for this summer it would be Hiatus. I'm in between everything in my life. I feel like all the changes in my life are too much to keep up with. I mean I feel like I'm losing everything that ever meant anything. First, I'm going to college. I loved my high school and yeah I think I'm definitely ready to go but this summer ( Read more... )

OKAY I swear I have NO idea why Tara and I weren't as close as we've always been for the past few years. I LOVE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH. I swear I think since we grew up together we have the same mannerisms and sense of humor and I LOVE IT. She feels like a sister and I'm just so glad we hang out alot again ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO MARI'S GRADUATION!!!!!! YES!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER! I AM SO EXCITED! WE ARE GOING TO HAVE THE BEST TIME EVER!!!! I LOVE MARI X 100000000000000000000 !!!!! :)

gaaah i haven't eaten all day and i'm exhausted....damn you andrew for making me sleep all day!! lol his idea of us hanging out was taking a nap for literally SIX hours! ( Read more... )