every night as i lie awake ( Read more... )

i was born to disappear ( Read more... )

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maybe one day i'll give him this link. and he'll know all the things i wish i could say. maybe one day i can have the courage. but right now, i'll suffer the pain alone 

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i heard a song on the radio the other day, i have now learned what it is called. the song is breakeven by the script. the message is that the guy who is singing it has just gone through a break up, and the girl is all happy and moved on while he's still in pain. www.lyricsmania.com/breakeven_lyrics_script_the.html and i was just thinking to myself ( Read more... )

(i know that this is kinda lame, but doesn't every girl kinda have her fantasy life planned ( Read more... )

a year from now - across five aprils ( Read more... )

there are so many things i wish i could say, that i wish you could know. i wish i could really tell you how i feel, but i just can't, i don't know how. i wish i didn't have to hide. i'm in love with you. every time i push you away, it cuts me like a knife. you're reaching out and trying to mend things, to make them right. and  i'm pushing you away ( Read more... )

i wish you could know that this isn't what i truly want. that you're right, this isn't me. what i want, more than anything, is what i've wanted for almost a year. the thing that has figured out how to put a smile on my face through anything and everything. the thing i'm not complete without, the thing i love more than anything. what i truly want, ( Read more... )

i almost began to believe you when you said i was beautiful.
 
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