Wow, I've been asleep for so long. It's so much nicer now. Today it's been quiet. I think it's better for Kami to be up front. At first I didn't like it because Kami and Rivvi kept trying to make me choose sides, plus the fact that it got a little violent and neither of them know how to conserve energy very well. We needed a lot of energy at the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can't help but get a little annoyed at some people, even though I love them to death. This bothers me a lot. Kami is a very good example of this. I think of him as a younger brother, but he's just been so attention mongering lately. Well, he's always that way, really. He's so cute and sweet, but I just can't stand him sometimes. I guess ( Read more... )

Ah, such beautiful music. :) Kami told me to listen to it, and I'm glad I did ( Read more... )

It had occurred to me that life is really not much more than a series of disillusionments that one is continually awakening from. This isn't exactly a shocking realization, just a bittersweet one. Bitter for all the good dreams you lose when you wake up, and sweet for all the nightmares ( Read more... )

I am disgusted with myself right now. I am a horrible person for thinking those thoughts. I tried to rationalize it, but there's no excuses for such nasty behavior. There is simply no good reason to impose your will on another human being, especially if it's for your own twisted purposes. Just thinking of indulging in such a thing has probably set ( Read more... )

I have so much fun whenever I get to front with Ikeru. Yesterday we driove a lot, and fast. We pointed at cows and talked about blue trees. He told me stuff about Yalethyel's time and world, and a little about how it is now. The most fun I had was when we were singing along to the stereo at the tops of our lungs. :) He really knows how to cheer me ( Read more... )

They had two kittens in a pet store, but Rivvi said I have enough kittens and besides, they were both already sold. But they were so cute. They had baby turtles but those were too expensive. So instead of getting a pet, she was going to get me something else, but then we didn't go where she thought we were going to go, so tomorrow maybe I can have ( Read more... )

I'm sad because I didn't get to see ikeru at all, even though we were in Maine for almost two weeks. I probsbly should have been more assertive about it before they had to work so much. To make up for it, Rivvi and Linc have offered to let Ikeru and me run around Washington DC for a day. :) That will probably be Saturday the twenty-third ( Read more... )

This world does have its mysteries and its good points. A lot of the people I've met, Shana for example, have been less than desirable as friends. But other people, such as Ikeru, have been wonderful. There are beautiful places and beautiful people and so many things to do and see and experience. That being said, I think I'll be sad when we move to ( Read more... )

I feel so much better today. I think it's because I've been trying to keep busy ( Read more... )