So...i am being really convicted today. Basically i say i love God but there are times when i dont give Him a time of the day. How is that real love? Why does my life always have to be 'trying to get beyond the point of pure devotion so that i can really experience what God has'? Why cant my life just be about pure love and adoration for Jesus all ( Read more... )

Well...my first semester as a Sophomore began August 18th! It was kinda crazy at the start, im not going to lie!! i was taking 9 classes, including theory. I tried so hard to believe that i could make it through that class! It is just so overwhelmingly difficult to understand...so i had to drop it. yeah, it was kinda crazy. So, honestly, i have no ( Read more... )

Well i havent written in this journal in a long time. I like to type this one because it is private and it is more for long time things going on in my life ( Read more... )

i feel like im going through one of the toughest times in my life. past cancer, past my dad, past everything, this is the worst. because its an ongoing battle thats been happening for what seems like a year. i want everything to go away, i want to quit and give up. im tired, and i want God to rescue me. i know He will, he always does. i just cant ( Read more... )

im sitting here reading all my past journals just out of boredum and it is really encouraging me to see God moving through my life. Lately, life has been really rough. Me and jonathan have been fighting, a lot. to the point of exhaustion, and it has gotten me really confused about a lot of things. It is really hard, and fear has played a major role ( Read more... )

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My first year of semester is going really well..actually im almost done. We have finals this week, im pretty nervous about two of them. History and Math. Im praying God will give me understanding and a clear mind when i study and take the tests. Life has been a little crazy lately. Ive been dealing with a few things, but the only thing keeping me ( Read more... )

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Hm...im sitting here, thinking about life and how good God is. Theres too much to put in words, but im in awe of His wonderful grace and mercy. Numerous and countless times has He blessed me and filled me up when i needed Him the most. He is so faithful and a great Father ( Read more... )

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