It's been a looooong time. Nothing has really changed though. Its summer....I got laid off. I'm going to Costa Rica...Uh...yea..

It's been a while.

How is everyone.

By everyone, I pretty much mean Dan and Jenni.

Usualy when you ground someone, you tell them how long they are grounded for. My parents don't understand that. I've been grounded for 2 months without anyone telling me when I'm no longer grounded. So I tried talking to them about it and they were just like "I don't feel like talking about this with you right now." That was 1 week ago! One FUCKING ( Read more... )

CAN I BORROW YOUR BOARD AND BINDINGS??? POR FAVOR?

I got to hang out with Jeff, his brother Josh, Josh's friend Manny, My brother, Daisy and Chris O. last Friday. I was the youngest one there but somehow they managed to make me feel like I belonged there. They're all really cool/nice people. We played Halo 2, listened to mucic and pretty much just had a good time. Except for when Chris hit me in ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up at 5:30 and went downstairs to have breakfast and finsh some homework. And for some reason, I knew today was going to be a good day. I got to school on time and said my hello's to my friends, went to 2nd period (which seemed to take a while because of all the peer editing) and then I saw him during passing period and he ( Read more... )

I had the most painfull panic attack. I got muscle spasms all over,broke out in a cold sweat, couldn't stop shaking and couldn't stop crying for like 10 minutes.

I'm starting to think my panic attacks are getting worse.

Well, I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

It's not that I don't like school.

I love my school.

I'm just sick of people complaining about it.

I'm really not looking foward to hearing people complain about shit that's not even that bad.

Okay, so today, I was walking to my bus stop and listening to Coldplay (of course) and I was doing a lot of thinking/reflecting about all the things I love and why..so here's a list ( Read more... )

Yes, I understand that I suck as a daughter, friend, girl, teenager and a person all together, but I'm sick of people always pointing out my flaws instead of loving me for who I am. I can't be what everyone wants me to be because everyone wants me to be something different ( Read more... )