i can not endure the aggravation amanda gives me. its pathetic ( Read more... )

( tell me how pretty i am. )

what will become of all of us after high school?... will the cool stil be cool? will my friends still be the same? whos still gonna be around?... .

i think im mad. amanda has been fucking treating me like shit and every fucking time i swear at her she gets mad so fuck you amanda. o0o i bet you dont like that. fucking you constatnly tell me to ( Read more... )

i dont know what i want anymore.

i want to be happy. i want to be madd.

i want love in the palm of my hand.

i want to take control.

i want just want to.. i dont know.

hmm... lets see.. i slept till 11... nd i dont remember what i did.. it was boreing.

i dotn care anymore lol.. so ima watch some uh... x-mas movies

                             * what will it take to show you that its not the life it seems.*

blah i stood hometoday. i had a horrible migrane. and i threw up a few times. (ewww....)  so yah i didnt go to school. i should of tho. i was supposed to get weed from jared. damn. but w/e.

"you kept still until the long drive home, you ( Read more... )

oMG its like 8 in the morning and im already up. so0o horrible. but w/e its cuz i have a DRiVING CLASS FUCKER. eh so0o mad. right last night april lyn called cuz puga was gonna come pick me up and go for a ride or w/e like 10-15 mins nd thats all nd what does my papa say. he said no. so0o queer. but w/e n-e way i have to help diane set up for ( Read more... )

( adventure of the night! )

hmm lets see... i just got home from driving. lol my teacher is mad weird. i hate him but w.e.. uhh its 7:20 im watin to eat some lobster then for april linn to get home so thati can go sleep at her house *!yay!* :glee of joy:: heh. she got her new room. nd uh uh we are gonna drink up lol. niiice. prob try and find some weed. but hmm thats it for ( Read more... )

oh my.

hmm lets see so i had mah turkey with my grandparents... my mom isnt feeling better yet so it was easier for mej ust to stay here in new bedford. yah so today was really boreing. no1 ended up coming over... i thought atleast some1 would mention sleeping over only april-ln did, bu its no big deal my papa decided that it'd be better if i didnt have ( Read more... )