>>>so what a funny ass word "Divorce" is.......who would have thought that derek and i would really ever get one, well other then a few certain people, but they can remain nameless seeing as how they dont matter in this at all. But yes it is true. we are. talk your shit, and then get the fuck over it.<Read more... )

>>>so derek and i are going to my home town soon, im so geeked (i think i pee'd a little!).......he finally gets to meet the french side of my family! everyone is so happy that they get to meet him, i think its because im the first grandchild to get married....who cares im just happy that i get to see my family! i havent seen my sister in like 5 or ( Read more... )

>>>derek is returning home shortly, not shortly as in tomm. but in just enough time for me to refer to it as "shortly"......i miss him.....alot. its hard having to deal with the one person that you love more than yourself being away....hell, i never had to do it before....with brian the only time i didnt see him was when he was at work or fucking ( Read more... )

>>>>so which is worse? the hunter finally being hunted, which is what should have happened at the beg. of the story? or the bait finally getting released, knowing its just bound to be put in the same situation again?<<<>>>>so my wonderful husband is bound to return soon! im so excited....i just want to jump up and down and scream.....lol barely a ( Read more... )

>>>well my lover recieved his package and loved it! thank god, i wish that i could have been there to see his face when he opened it!.....he will be home soon and that is what i have to look forward to this month, fuck thanksgiving and anything else, my bo comes home!<<>>>well i finished the scarf that i was knitting (lol i know, arlene knitting, ( Read more... )

>>>well first and formost "Happy Halloween"!<<>>>ivy and i took CJ and andre` trick or treating....too cute, CJ was "superbaby" and andre` was (of course) "spongebob"! ivy was a "devil" and i was a "fairy"..........on kid told me that i looked like an angel and then her brother said "yeah your really pretty!"...too damn cute, cant wait until mine ( Read more... )

>>>"lonely, im so lonely.....i have nobody to call my own"<<>>>lol of course i have someone, derek, but sad to say that half of my heart is back on the boat for more than a couple, more than a few, but maybe a smidge less than alot of days......i left the pier an hour ago and im already sad without him, i have listened to the song that he ( Read more... )

>>>It's 11:56pm and im all alone, what is wrong with this situation? oh thats right, my husband and friends are stuck on that stupid ship! lol....might as well make humor out of a crappy situation....so gary moves out soon and after that i will no longer have a computer....i found out that i can get a "not so high tech" dell for about $400.00....so ( Read more... )

>>>so i suppose that i am geeked that katy is coming here is november?.....hopefully i get the chance to finally meet her in person. and if we dont get a chance to, thats okay. im am however happy that steve found someone that is "true" and not a "plastic stain".<<<
>>>im also happy that katy found someone!<<>>>im sad that derek is still gone! lol ( Read more... )

the house is almost completely done! as in paint, cleaning, everything! so geeked. gary and sarah are finally together, thank god. i thought that he was never going to "pop" the question, grrrrr so plastic. but she is an amazingly sweet person, so far from what i've known. gary and i decided that we are going to take a road trip when derek goes out ( Read more... )