passed the written part today, im not feeling as incompetent as yesterday, but always a little. tomorrow is my birthday :-) W00T. i think i'll wear a party hat tomorrow, afterall i am recieving baked toast. do people still putter around here? eh well ill just go on and talk about nothing for a while anyways. school almost .... out. YESS!!! I can ( Read more... )

so at the request of adam i'm going to post. god, there's nothing really to write about.. uhm today i went to go take my written test to get my liscense (my birthday is on the 19th) but since i'm a dumb fuck i failed it. i'm going back tomorrow to give it another go. i felt like a dumbass... i got there and you have to take them on a computer but i ( Read more... )

okay so i had one of the most incredible nights of my life last night. i need this. im trying my hardest not to get my hopes up but it's so difficult. brittany aaron and i went to the lab for a show last night. i met a nice guy. how often does that happen for me? okay i didnt meet him last night but that was the night that i got to know him. he's ( Read more... )

What a wrirlpool of emotions, yet every single one of them helps me see into my hard, cold, unloving, too trusting, scarred and bandaged soul. it makes me smile not. and for that i am indifferent. yesterday was quite the day eventfull and all, but by sunrise everything seems to have vanished.

i am full of disgust, disgust of myself and others ( Read more... )

Fuck everything. I am so done with this.

This place. This town. These people. These feelings.

even if i go away... the feelings wont, i know that.

all i can do is stare at a wall, the one things that rarely brings me to tears.

i cannot wait until next week. tuesday. things will change, maybe for the better this time. well heres to wishfull thinking...

fucking cut ass bitch mother fucker. okay yah so my chem teacher is the biggest CUNT inthe world. no names.... HA. i love how she's all "oh YOU're one to talk" shit. if she gave the time of day to teach a goddamned thing MAYBE this wouldnt be such a big fucking issue. i mean really. instruct you sub to read the lesson plan. its not our fucking job ( Read more... )

Oh how I love it!! In the matter of a week and a few days anything can take place ( Read more... )

Oh happy day. :-)

what's the point when you've lost all hope? all suspiscion? it seems to me a meaningless mediocracy.