A close friend once told me "Trevor, in the most Freudian sense of the world, you are all Ego, you are all consumed by the idea of yourself and what is going on in your own head ( Read more... )

Lately I've finally begun to realize that a handful of my friends are right. I really do see the world far too much as black and white. That is something I need to work on and fix ( Read more... )

sometimes I really love my job, especially the things I can do to multitask when no one is around.

like sitting around posting on LiveJournal, watching superdeluxe videos and generally dicking around on the internet... all while catching up on calling an paperwork that I'm weeks behind on.

Every once in a while I forget that pain, that struggle can be an incredible catalyst for growth and learning ( Read more... )

when someone else is at the center of of a whole lot of gossip, you can feel one of two ways, like you shouldn't even be talking about it, or you don't even realize it's happening.

when you're at the center of gossip. you can think one of two things. "What the fuck?" or "Wow, this is ridiculous."

right now i'm thinking the latter

Sometimes things work out far better than you planned, but pretty damn close to how you had hoped.

This past week has been one of those times. It's especially funny to think how much I had been frustrated for the past few months, and now this.

It's not just one thing either, it's damn near everything. And it's all fucking awesome.

Me = Thrilled to have my roommate back. If only for a day.

Sometimes I wish I could fall asleep and wake up 3 years from now. Past this last year, past graduation, past what's left of this town ( Read more... )

Well Kids, after 4+ years I've finally done it. For the second time ( Read more... )

So the other day while reading The Boy Detective Fails (which is an awesome if you like sad/touching/funny novels) I came to a realization. Sex and/or the boosting of my own ego aren't what I really miss about having a girlfriend/girl I'm interested in. I never seem to catch myself saying "man, I really wish I had a girlfriend so I could get sex ( Read more... )