when i was in fifth and sixth grade it was my ultimate goal that i was going to be president of the united states one day. i was sure of it. i knew i had what it takes, to run for president, and win an election, because i knew at 10 years old that i was a leader, and that i had the capacity to change things. i spent a little less than two years ( Read more... )

also known as Foxboro Hot Tubs. last tuesday. i was there ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of the wall that i have up, of how few people even know who i am now, and the shit i've been through that's made me who i am. i don't give a shit what people think, but i'm too ashamed of the things i've been through that have made me the fucking great person i am, to let anyone past the barrier i keep up. i'll be straight up about that ( Read more... )

dreary. neglect. bequeathed. cold. bleak.
changed. strength. time. use.
what goes around come around.
do i feel the wind changing course?

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in other news;
PISS FACTORY 'ZINE.
coming.. sometime.

oh my fucking god i am so goddamn sick of myself.
for ages i've been thinking that i'm still inlove with someone i broke up with a year ago, when i'm not at all, i just need useless drama for myself. something internal that tears me to shreds. and i'm so sick of missing people. missing everyone who i don't talk to as much anymore. missing people i ( Read more... )

i'm  listening to the leak of Pretty. Odd. and I'm three songs in [first one that i haven't heard yet] and it's sending shivers up my spine. I'm so happy to have this band back, it's been so fucking long, it's ridiculous.

imaoutlawxx (9:52:25 PM): oh so, other than all the hell you put me through like last month

imaoutlawxx (9:52:50 PM): you put me ( Read more... )

 This has not been my night ( Read more... )

we'll be remembered more for what we destroyed than what we created.

sometimes i read a book and i so badly want to be a character in the story. not because they're interesting, or entertaining, or pretty, or, god forbid, happy, but because they're at least two dementional. and it can be a really fucked up story and i'll still want to be in that ( Read more... )

my name's tony and i'm obsessed with a man who tour manages unknown bands ( Read more... )

 You know when you're reading someone else's dying love story, and you feel your heart crushing? And you just want to curl up and cry, and it's not because of suspended belief, like a movie, you don't really care about these people and their emotions, but you just have this sinking feeling that you're really so pathetic that you need to see their ( Read more... )