So, I was reading this girl who I don't really know at all's blog, and it made me want to post something about being a vulnerable teenager. The problem is, I don't really have anything about me being a vulnerable teenager, at least, not in the rant about nothing way that now seems to hold so much nostalgic simplicity. I don't want to write about ( Read more... )

I'm sixteen and in college. I have a twelve year old sister. I have three best friends, one lives eight hours away, another is in an out of state mental institution with a mom who won't let me write to him, the third lives less than two miles away but couldn't support a cardboard house, much less a best friend ( Read more... )

xdropdead tony (10:34:16 PM): i dunno, thats something if you're like really close to me, something that's really difficult for alot of people to get with is i talk out everything ( Read more... )

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself ( Read more... )

I was just contemplating my attractiveness to people (males) who have an inherent cool factor, or their level of attraction to me. This brings up a few points, which includes what does the quality 'cool' consist of (while that is being considered, the merit of 'greatness' should also be mulled over ( Read more... )

the other day someone said "i used to try to care about politics, but after i met tony, i just gave up. it's like she does enough caring for all of us."

that really killed me inside.
i hate that i can make anyone think like that.

God, I fucking hate wealth so goddamn much ( Read more... )

fuck these blogs. i wish i could articulate myself online the way i can in my head. here i just sound unintelligent and babbling, in my brain though, i'm a fucking mastermind. so, latest revelation, i am so fucking done with being a teenager. so fucking done with it. i'm fucking done with hormones, mood swings, and being such a sappy fucking girl. ( Read more... )

man last post was like.. pre summer school. fucking weird. summer school's over. it sucked. i spent the last two weeks studying my ass off, hoping i could pull an 85 on the test, and get an A. i didn't, i missed the A by like, one fucking question, and it killed my 4.00. the only reason i care so much is that i put so much damn work into it because ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT. ima recap the past few days ( Read more... )