It's been a very long time since I've written, here or anywhere for that matter. I guess I forgot it was an option and just prefered to rotate my attention between several sports websites during my free time ( Read more... )

For the many few who've passed me by ( Read more... )

I guess I'm lonely, and I'm picky when it comes to friends. More specifically, others are picky when it comes to me. I can't even think how to explain myself properly. Gosh. Stupid Vista.

Matt

You know that neon cross above the highway? I've always wondered why it was there. I mean you can see the church, its plainly in view. But for some reason they erected this massive, blue, light up crucifix so every one could see. Is it guilt? Is the cross meant to be guilt inducing? I dont think so, who wants followers who are there souly because ( Read more... )

I wish I could go back to college ( Read more... )

Today was Stratford. I remember it being really great. But nothing could prepare me for that little peice of theatre. It was captivating. Normally the show is something that innevitatable bores me. But not this. It was beautiful. Im not afraid to say I cried a whole lot when it ended. I wasn't at first sure why I cried. Thinking about it is making ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmm I just wrote a bog LONGGG post. but maybe it only needed to be seen by me and me alone. I saw Little Shop with Sammy and her parents tonight it was wonderful. So many talented people. I hope Im good enough to be that good one day. Everyone needs something to excell at something to be proud of. If I didnt have drama I'd feel lost. ( Read more... )

Give me a character, someone to play. I study, I learn, I am. It feels like ever since I became the person I wanted to be, the outgoing,interesting person with the social life I never could have dreamed of, its like Ive had to relearn how to walk and how to move. As though every step must be carefully chosen, so difficult and precise. For example, ( Read more... )

Dear Livejournal ( Read more... )

I think Im going to throw up. And this isnt physical throw up feeling, oh no this is much worse. This is that kind of throw up feeling that my heart makes me feel. I wrote a song. Its for pussys. But since Im not sure if I can actually throw up from this ilness and because Im not sure I dont want to find out i will make this brief. Wanted: Someone ( Read more... )