I am happy. I am really content right now and that makes a huge difference in my life and how I deal with things ( Read more... )

I just want to cry right now ( Read more... )

Today's annoyances ( Read more... )

Is it sad that I don't even know who my friends are anymore? I mean... my true friends?

I know Jordan is. And Elissa. But that's all I can really think of right now.

It makes me sad to think and say that. But I just wanted to speak the truth of how I feel.

PS - Jessica probably is too. We've just started hanging out more again though. Rock.

This is for Jordan ( Read more... )

Ok, so things have been better and that makes me happy ( Read more... )

It's a good feeling to know I've been pushed aside.
It's good to know you don't care as much anymore.
Thanks for everything you did for me though.
I'm sorry I may not be around anymore.
That's life I guess.
Time to move on.

Aw. I'm cute.

Random thoughts running through my head ( Read more... )

2005 is at it's end. A lot happened this year. Good and bad. Let's have a "Bethany's 2005 recap!" Thank you. Enjoy.

• Brought the new year in at the Bader's. I'm not friends with half of those people anymore. Nor do I think I ever really was friends with half of those people. Lisa spent the night and we went around blowing whistles by our friends' ( Read more... )

Here are two survey type deals about the year 2005! I will soon do my own traditional bullet form of the year. Here's this for now though! Have fun with it ;)

( 2005 Surveys )