I'm getting sad... I said goodbye to alice tonight and it was really emotional...the only thing i could think to say was it's not goodbye its cya later. I'm going to miss seeing alot of you. Whether I met you this year last year or long before you all mean so MUCH to me. Every one of you has given me something to smile about and that is ( Read more... )

Well...lately i've realized how much i've been in a rut as of late. This summer I've been so lazy and selfish it's making me sick. The worst part is that I simply don't know how to fix this problem. To add onto that I'm going to college...and I'm just not sure college is for me right now. But I know I need to try it out to see if I'm right ( Read more... )

I Love Caring Brandt.... Double period...

This is a question I'm constantly asking myself these days... What do I want for my career? What am I doing with my band? What do I need to make myself happy? Why dont my friends know who I am? Why dont I know myself? Why dont I have a girlfriend? Why dont I ever have a best friend? Why am I content living with all these questions? Why dont I ( Read more... )

im drunk as helll forn the forst tme ever . ite hard t type and talk tand dp anythinjg!! I love everything and everyone im dizzy.... is weird

I just want to thank my good friend austin for hanging out with me today and making me feel loved. Love is hard to come by in many aspects of my life these days...so I appreciate it austin ( Read more... )

I wish there was enough time in the day to see the people I miss. But enough of that...Today is Easter so I think i will give thanks to everything I have. For some reason it seems like a good day to do this ( Read more... )

***It always seems to not work out for me...ha ha ( Read more... )

I think our band is already over before we even had a show. I think randy is in another band and we still need a bassist...not to mention I wentto the show on saturday at java jim's and realized how much i hate the "scene"... i mean i love the music but i just don't like how some of the people act. God there are a bunch of little whores and ( Read more... )

First off I want to thank the people who commented and gave me support. Second, all Im gonna say is Kara you are way off(I didn't even end up going out with that girl on sunday, she's definitely just a friend) and sorry guys but for the time being id like this to be a private secret for completely sharing when things are right... Everyone tell me ( Read more... )