I haven't updated in a long while...but i feel like expressing something that no one will know about except for me. I wish i took more chances especially with this one person, but it would be really awkward to tell her how I feel right now for many reasons, but she is beautiful and I could stare at her and just watch her and be happy. It's kind ( Read more... )

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Sad times, everything is fucked up...i hate people...im a hypocrit...im fucked up now...why try to build bridges with people who just stab you in the back and would never go outof their way to do something nice fr you...geez if I am just that big of a jerk why doesnt eeryone that could care less about me buy a gun and shoot me for christmas...it ( Read more... )

Alida- Jeez what could be better than a lemon loving friend. I enjoy our talking times at your house...those are always the best ( Read more... )

Im thankful for ( Read more... )

Happy thanksgiving everyone...
P.S. Kara I need to get you that money for your madrigal dinner and alida I need to know if you wanna ride with me..love ya guys

Okay everyone...this friday my house im having a sleepover. Umm just leave me a comment to tell me if you wanna come... I think I will be providing pizza for little or no cost...talk to me

I need to start doing yoga or something...I hate worrying so much. I just hate my fucking self lately...but anyways in an attempt to cheer myself up...I think I'm going to tryto have a sleepover at my house the friday right after thanksgiving. If you wanna come please leave me a comment or IM me or talk to me or something. Yeah talking to me ( Read more... )

This band is stressing me out sometimes...

Hate School. Love kara's rose. Hate Being alone. Love my new job. Hate having no one. Love death. GOODBYE