........i don't know how to explain .... anything...... i'm lost........

gah.......in one place - i want to just go off and just say FUCK EVERYONE

and in another......i don't know, i thought everything was working..........guess not.......

just- gah - and if i'm like depressed or w/e - please don't bother me and ask why......

the story of my life ( Read more... )

yeah ....i want her to be able to come to me now.....i feel bad....i feel like its my fault even though i know its not ( Read more... )

so yeah, back again.....

so many changes - and differences than normal

I read a book the other day about world religions - and Buddhist teachings state that....

1 - Dukkha - sorrow ; mournful; bad sitiuations; dis-satisfying

2 - Buddhas Observation - Life is Dukkha.

3 - Buddhas Remedy - To end suffering - is to end desire.

yeah - for a while i ( Read more... )

u know - i've been thinking a lot lately and i've come to some conclusions...lemme know if you agree with them ( Read more... )

wow, it's been a long time....a real long time - i gotta xanga now ...i like that betta anyways...moving on ( Read more... )

hey....back after a LOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG time ( Read more... )

Back again ( Read more... )

back again....

and to clear stuff up....i'm not obsessed with anyone!!

but i do like k8t....alot....hehe

thas really bout it.....today was my last ortho adjustment hopefully!!

i'm bored....not alot to say.....

Hey yall.....back again......*cough - CHRISTINA - COUGH ( Read more... )

Ey yall....happy christina??....i'm updatin again ( Read more... )