so i can't sleep anymore. every time i try sober i cant do it. as soon as my head hits the pillow all these thoughts fill my mind.

I have never been so sure of something i was this unsure of. how do you know what the right thing is. i believe i will always wonder what is behind the number two door. i will also always as myself what if. how do you ( Read more... )

I hate coming home to an empty home. I want to pack all my shit up, which I really need to do but every time I look at the empty boxes in my living room I feel the need to leave my house, which leads to getting nothing done. I don’t want to be here anymore.

I am really disappointed that I dedicated this weekend to going away and forgetting about my ( Read more... )

So my life seems to be moving at a very rapid pace. Actually it might be the appropriate speed things are supposed to happen but it just feels so overwhelming. I have so many things on my mind right now, huge major big things that are life changing/altering.

Here let me break um down for ya.

1.       Delta classes

2.       Ferris classes

3.       ( Read more... )

Actually its been more then a while. I sort of abandoned my livejournal.

The whole truth is I was cheating on my livejournal with myspace.

There will be more, just at a later date.

Good, good, Good!

I got this weird feeling that just kind of came over me. It’s that kind of feeling where you are unsure and you don’t really trust anything or anybody around you. The sort of feelings that make you want to be home where you know it is safe. The feelings that make you just start to hate everything without any real reason ( Read more... )

Okay, okay_ I will write again ( Read more... )

I had one of the best weekends I have had in a long time. It was So much fun. I went back to Ferris to visit & OMG! I miss those girls so much. We went to Shooters (nothing like the one in Saginaw MI) & we pretty much drank all night for free, country night! Then Saturday we went to the GR mall and basically repeated Friday night at RiverRock. It ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Alright I am out of my little slump I was in ( Read more... )