I'm a little cranky today. Not sure why. Had a rough day yesterday. I'm here to tell you having an IUD installed in a small uterus sucks. Oddly, even though you're supposed to be crampy and spotting for several days to a couple of weeks afterwards, I feel fine. No cramps, no tummy soreness, hardly any spotting, nothing. Maybe it's just that I don't ( Read more... )

..I realized this morning that I want/need to finish my altar by Beltaine. I've thought of dedicating it on several other occasions throughout the year, and this one finally just seems right. Not to mention I'm almost done with it anyway. Bit more sanding, touching up some of the decoration, add a door and shelf in the cupboard, and putting on the ( Read more... )

You can't walk around with your eyes open *all* the time.

Almost funny. The combination of things that makes me special and unusual also seems to keep me from being special to someone the way I'd like to be.

*shrug* Life goes on. And on. And on. Unfortunately.

Oy ( Read more... )

Something is fundamentally wrong with physics. I am afraid today. I dropped a piece of bread this morning, and it landed butter side up.

.....Quick, someone give me a cat!
Several days later, after giving it much thought, I realize the model of the buttered bread strapped to the back of a cat isn't right. That configuration would be trying to ( Read more... )

You know, it occured to me today. I've always been somewhat depressed about my own perception that I'm not all that attractive. There can be different aspects to that perception. Even if I'm not the prettiest or most delicate and feminine creature on the planet, I realized today that I'm rather attractive to touch.

Attended my 2nd "ladies' toy party" this evening. Actually had money to get a couple things this time. Nothing all that wild, but still, new toys are always fun. I smell like half a dozen different sweet, fruity, or honey based powders, lubricants, and lotions. I think a hot shower before bed is in order. Somehow, I got cajoled into having one of ( Read more... )

 I'm realizing I don't take as much time as I should to take pleasure in the "little things" in life. Trees budding, a memory from a dream, the smell of someone else's hair when I hug them...  little things. Maybe I should. I've had so many influences in my life trying to make me focus on the "big picture", that I lose sight of the small things ( Read more... )

I'm having coffee at 4:30 in the afternoon. I'm such a bad girl. Tonight, I'm gonna go paint my hair and my toenails blue, and then the town red. Well, part of it anyway. But at least the nails and hair will go well with the pajamas, pigtails, and scary stuffed animal I'll be carrying. Gotta keep up that "cute but dangerous" thang. Actually, doesn' ( Read more... )

Level, for a while. Strange to have both ends of the teeter totter hold still for a while. Even the wind stops ( Read more... )