When I look into a mirror,
Feelings are jumbled.
I try to talk but,
The words are mumbled.
The sadness I feel,
Makes me tumble.
The pain I see,
Makes me humble.
The anger I feel,
I want to rumble.
All my confidence,
Has begun to crumble.

When I look into a mirror..

Today started off to be a really good day. Dave's softball game in the morning, the kids were being somewhat good, Aimee, her mom and her daughter came to visit before leaving to go back upstate. It was just a nice day. Then my sister called her and her and my brother in law played a very malicious , cruel joke on me. I don't want to go into ( Read more... )

It's days like today that make you just want to curl up in bed and never leave. First it's raining. Yuck. Just not in the mood to deal with the rain today. Normally I don't mind it, but today,I don't know. It's irking me. Maybe it's because I have this freaking monster of a puppy, and now I can't let her out and she's tearing my house up. It would ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, disoriented from a whirlwind of dreams that I had. It was strange. It wasn't just one dream, it was a combination of dreams, people and events all mixed up. One thing had nothing to do with the next. People from my past intertwined with people from my present, and there were even people from my future that I have never met, ( Read more... )

I've been trying to rack my brain and remember what the hell the name I had my other livejournal under, and for the life of me I just can't remember. Kinda ironic, because it was written during my "dark days". Drug induced days and nights that are so jumbled together , and so unclear that I don't know what's truth or fiction. Things I often wonder ( Read more... )

It's weird because I'm sitting here and have so much that I could be writing about, but for some reason, my brain isn't cooperating. I can't put them into words. Me...not able to say something. Ha. I usually have one of the biggest mouths around. Just ask my friends. I guess when it comes to me, I'll come back and write. *sigh*

Like all firsts, I may be a little naive, a little clumsy, a little shy, a little rambunctious. But sooner or later, and I'm betting on sooner, I will be my very loud, very crazy, and very loving self. I promise.......or maybe that's a threat. I guess time will tell.....MUHAHAHA......

I'll Be Back......