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My friend Peter
I dont care who you've been sleeping with these days
You're outta my hair
It's growing just above my smiling face that I wear
Every night I drink myself to sleep
Not thinking about you
Not thinking about anything at all
I don't care who you've been dining with these days
It's more than fair
Much rather be drinking anyways
With my friend Peter
Who lives so ( Read more... ) -
I Remember
*I remember playing in the dune buggy in your back yard. (You were always fixing it ( Read more... ) -
Without pain and sorrow
Once again I sat up half the night waiting for you to come home and you never showed. Typical And then you walk in the door at 10 am with a poor ass excuse. 7-11? Are you fucking kidding me? You really expect me to believe you were at 7-11 since last night? I'm done giving a shit. I'm finished with crying over you. No more. I know you don't care ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday Mom
Another year, another birthday in heaven, Mommy. I love and miss you so much at times it's unbearable. I wish you were here. Please forgive me, and help me do the right thing. You are always with me. I wrote these for you.
She'll be just like you someday
I remember when I was a kid
And my mom would always say,
"Just wait until you have a child,
She'll ( Read more... ) -
Stranger
You've been gone for almost 24 hours. I dont know what you are doing, where you are or who you are with. Nor should I care. But I do. I'm litterally sick to my stomach over the thought of what could be going on. You are not the same man I fell in love with. You are now a stranger. And you made me a shell of who I used ot be. But I allowed it. I ( Read more... ) -
100 weeks
100 weeks.
That's how long it's been since I wrote on this thing.
100 weeks.
A lifetime has happened in that time.
100 weeks.
It will take 3x that amount of time to get over you this
100 weeks.
I've become a different person. again.
100 weeks.
What will become of my life
100 weeks.
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Wide awake, sober and thinking....
Here it is 2:30 in the morning, and I am wide awake. And sober. And actually feeling almost normal since I got sick with this bronchitis shit. Maybe this means that things will be ok in the end. I can only hope they will be. It can't get any worse. Can it ( Read more... ) -
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You say that people have hurt you, but have you ever stopped to think that maybe you have hurt people too ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday Mommy
I think of her everyday. I dream of her every night. I miss her every moment. My best friend, my angel, my mother. It's been almost 12 years since she succumbed to cancer. She would be 52 today. All the things that she never got to be a part of. Graduations, marriages, my kids, Danielle's son. Oh how happy she was when she found out I was going to ( Read more... ) -
Am I or Aren't I?
I often ask myself why I drink. It used to be fun, but now it's become almost a hassle. I get drunk, have fun for awhile , and then either black out or pass out. Either way I have no clue whats going on around me and it is no longer fun. I hate waking up and having to ask what happened the night before. What did I do this time? Where were we? Who ( Read more... )