Sometimes I wish you could just press a refresh button in life and it would get rid of all the crappy feelings. I'm actually in a pretty good mood today, I think its because of the weather. Random boy drama just seems to take over my life. I'm not really sure what I want. I just want to be ok with everything and with myself. I want to start new and ( Read more... )

I have the attention span of a 5 year old.

Stupid strike! I wish I knew if I have to write my midterm tomorrow or not.

K so Sean and I were breaking out of somewhere ...like jail? lol I'm not sure what it was. I just remember us hiding behind a car and then running to my car which was in the parking lot and yeah. Then we went to his house and on the way I asked him about this date that he went on and he told me all about like how he took her to Tim Hortons! lol ( Read more... )

The other day I had a deam that Chris was sleeping over ...on the couch, don't worry lol. Anyway he decided that our couch wasn't comfortable enough so he took all my clothes from my closet and shoved them under the couch cushions. When I found out I was soooo angry like I actually wanted to punch him in the face for wrecking all my clothes .... ( Read more... )

The idea of going to somwhere like McGill with my friends to do a Masters in a program that seems like it would fit me is ...exciting. I think what makes it exciting is just to have a dream and to know that there are endless opportunitys out there.
& the only thing holding me back is me.

So it turns out I still know Seans number by heart so that didn't work ...

I got LSFL Exec!!! I'm excited to do more and have more responsibility. Now all I need to do is stop going out and learn how to be an A student. Maybe theres still hope for me!

Numbers deleted off my phone ( Read more... )

& I'd do anything for you

 Sometimes its hard to just forget the past. I was doing good. I always seem to do something to bring it up again. I wish you moved away somewhere where I could know I would never see or talk to you again.

I love my bed. Its so warm and safe. Sometimes I wish I could just lay there all day, so that I don't have to get up and face the world.