So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

It's funny really. Not ha ha funny, but funny in a way that I am experiencing life in a way that I've always known was coming. I've always known my placement in life and the relationships I have created. I know I love in a way that I want to be loved. I know my loyalty stands strong. I know that reciprocation is deeply ingrained. I know that I have ( Read more... )

My life is good, in comparison ( Read more... )

As much as I despise the act of having to say "Good-bye", I think that I have gotten pretty good at it. I'm proud enough to know that I am strong and secure. I know that it's not abandonment. It's faith within one's self that the world is large and why not enjoy it for what it's worth. It's imagination, it's experimentation, it's exploration, it's ( Read more... )

I wonder why I'm still here. I'm still working the same job, which I somewhat enjoy doing, however it drives me to be someone I don't want to be ( Read more... )

You disappoint me. But I love you ( Read more... )

And I don't care if you don't love me ( Read more... )

I won't stop writing until this letter is written.

"And that's when I figured out that tears couldn't make somebody who was dead alive again. There's another thing to learn about tears, they can't make somebody who doesn't love you any more love you again. It's the same with prayers. I wonder how much of their lives people waste crying and praying to God. If you ask me, the devil makes more sense ( Read more... )

I miss ( Read more... )