so uhh idk, i have realized today that i still have feelings for someone that i have had feelings for about a year ago, yeah .. .. .. those feelings never went away they just got pushed back .. that person will remain nameless, but if ur smart enough you will know who you are. but i also have feelings for this Lisa chick from my school. its odd. ( Read more... )

i hate snow days ( Read more... )

friday tomorrow
starbucks tomorrow
ummmm what else
its supposed to snow
FUCK THAT
i got an owwie today, lisa kissed it, and it didnt hurt no more
and shes wearin the ring i made/gave her out of a gum wrapper
haha sounds ghetto
but its special

i love you ( Read more... )

i hate how i feel ( Read more... )

umm ok i havent updated in a long time .. im in vegas rite now .. i miss ppl from hp n shitt .. i relly relly miss ariel .. i honestly think i love that girl .. but wat the fukk do i kno .. i relly wish i could just have a chance wit her but that aint happenin .. umm idk wat else to say .. life is fun n evrything but it also sux like a mothafukka

so guys umm i gotta say good-bye to ya'll .. umm no more long ass entries bout how pissed i was n shitt .. im goin to vegas on tuesday n im gettin rid of AOL 2moro morning .. so i gotta say PEACE .. im not gonna b on LJ for like over a month hm how sad .. n dnt call me after tuesday cuz i wnt b able to use my fone out in vegas but i think ima b ( Read more... )

umm wow i srry i nvr update nemore i just dnt have time lately .. so this past week i guess is wat i gotta talk bout well nuthin relly happened but i geuss we had our lil faygo party on wednesday n it was pretty fun .. o well yesterday we went to agnieszkas house n she wasnt home so i had to go thru the window in the kitchen it was amusing .. umm ( Read more... )

ok umm today .. vikki came over n then tyler came over n tehnwe went to vikkis n got high n then yea called jessi n shitt .. umm then went to go paint n now im fukkin pissed off cuz the stupid retreat shit .. im in a quartet n my music is almost all 16th notes n AHH I HATE IT IM FUKKIN PISSED THE FUKK OFFF .. n ahhh evrything is pissin me off n ( Read more... )

o i forgot .. i have realized today that if i had the material i would b a drug addict n an alcoholic