fuckin a. ok so i had ryan over on friday night. we watched you got served. it was fun. we held hands it was cute. i still cant get Lisa n Ariel out of my mind though. yesterday i had noemi and evan over. it was pretty sweet. we were chillin in the car and we smoked cigarettes. and we chilled in my room. then noemi left a lil earlier while evan ( Read more... )

BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BULLSHIT. i just wasted 5 hours of my life, up on caffeine from coffe. doing what you ask. BULLSHIT homework. fuckin gay ass research project. the teacher better fuckin allow my shit. i dont even think there is a point in going to sleep. i gotta be up in fucking 3 hours. this is soooooo gay. 53 notecards, i counted. im only a lil ( Read more... )

hmm so i was just talking to theresa. and im watching rap music videos. cuz i like rap. i like alot of different music. and i did realize that a lot of people dont see me as the full me. cuz my friends are usually people that listen to rock only. and i listen to rock, and techno, and rap. basically everything but country. and its like odd. cuz no ( Read more... )

ugh ok idk wtf is goin on with me. i want to break up with jeff. ive been with him for like 3 days only. but idk. i think im the type of person that is better single. and miserable. cuz i feel a lil bad. cuz i like Lisa A LOT. and then like. dating jeff while i like her a lot. i kinda feel like its unfair a bit. and i dont want him to grow to ( Read more... )

k so jeff asked me out. last night. i guess i have a bf now. i hope i didnt say yes just so i can get my mind off of other people. i fear i might have done just that. ive been thinking about that a lot today. i also hope i dont cheat on him lol. that would be bad. but i never cheat. i hope he understands that i am bi and i cant keep myself away ( Read more... )

aight so tonight was great. me n theresa were talkin and she had to go to starbucks to get her mom a gift card for her bday. so we said we were gonna go see TMNT n shit. uhmm last minute plans as always =). so last second at the square we decided that we werent gonna see TMNT, instead we were gonna call siscoo and see what he was doing. so we went ( Read more... )

its been a while. almost a little too long. i have had too much on my mind. too much shit to deal with, too much shit to go through. i dont member the last time i posted, i think i put it on private, idk. i guess i can start off talking about my spring break. it is basically what is on my mind, since it IS spring break. aight, day by day. you dont ( Read more... )

ok so i came out to my mom. she knows im bi. here is the full story. i was talking to my sister, because lately i have been feeling like telling my mom. and well she said that she loves me no matter what i do, she doesnt agree with it but im her sister and she will always love me. she also told me that if i am ready then i should. so then i call ( Read more... )

hola fukkas. im happy. i am actually happy for once. but i was happier yesterday. i went to Lisas party. it was fun. i met new ppl. i laughed. i had a great time. and there was mucho cuddling going on. smile smile. i think im going to the city today. hmm. BORING, but i got nuthing better to do. idk i'll see. for now i will just remember what was ( Read more... )

so idk how to start lol. probably that i am mucho pissed. but at the same time far from pissed. i pissed cuz of shit that i do. and the way that i am. but im far from pissed cuz i get to chill wit Lisa on saturday. well 85% that i get to chill wit her. cuz idk wat can come up. uhmmm. and idk. ive been really confused with a lot lately. i know that ( Read more... )