My weekend with Stef was great ( Read more... )

My love has been gone for too long ( Read more... )

I'm officially 18 as of July 12th ( Read more... )

I found myself wrong again Staring out my window Wondering what it is I should have said I found myself at home again Waitin for the after call The fallout that feels like such a mess
I can only be myself I'm sorry that's hell for you So what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you ( Read more... )

I've decided tonight that I'm a horrible person ( Read more... )

My life is in constant motion
I don't know where I stand

The venture has got me dizzy
I'm only steadied by your hand

All I hear is criticism
can't tell if its outside or in

Your voice is the voice of reason
the one that lifts my chin

..... there's more but none I want to share

Hold me now I'm torn between silence and violent expression Tired of believing everyone wants to care And cherish someone I'm so scared of never having anyone Haunted by my abandoned dreams Tiny voices where would be screams Now be still, it wont be long We will be together in search of a new life Striving as one in this will to find Something ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to feel right now ( Read more... )

I really needed to update...

....... but I dont really feel like sharing

I did get two new piercings yesterday
but not everyone gets to see

<3

I'm being tempted

someone lure me back

I miss the feeling

my world is spinning

I've lost control

I want it back!!!

I dont care anymore

... I dont understand

...... I can't feel it anymore

......... I want to give in