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Good morning world,
I'd like to say I'm bright-eyed and bushy tailed but NAHHHH. I'm so tired, reeling from the events of late. Why are people so confusing?
Someone enlighten me.
There are so many times when I feel like I'm simply a husk of a person. With no heart at all.
I need to find and rediscover myself.
<3
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The school life
It's not that I've just realised this, but I'm gonna be in school for the rest of my life. In a way I'm getting my wish, I guess. I've always wanted to stay in school forever because I've always loved school. Maybe not all the subjects, but I've definitely enjoyed my time. Why then is this thought so daunting?
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You think you know somebody and then they turn right around and prove how horribly wrong you are.
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Thoughts
It's been awhile and well I've done a lot of thinking. Looking through Facebook, I see so many of my friends, people I used to know or even never had the chance to get to know.. Well, they're all either getting engaged, married or proud new parents and where am I? - in my parents' room using their air conditioner as I type this. It's been a good ( Read more... ) -
Phuket
I haven't been on here in the longest time. Thought I'd revisit writing again. I'm leaving for Phuket tomorrow with two of my girlfriends. How's life? Life's alright. It can always be better. It gets pretty quiet but that's that I suppose. I feel like I'm at a position in my life where it would be nice to be in a relationship instead of just dating ( Read more... ) -
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So, it's been eons since I last posted on here. I actually forgot that I had this even. Lately, I've been feeling so emotional it sucks. It just gets me down everytime. Just when I think that I'm doing great, a memory of us has to trigger an emotion so overwhelming that it brings me to tears. The thought of us never ever happening in the future ( Read more... ) -
It's been awhile..
Ok. Wow, so like I don't even remember when was the last time I actually updated this thing. But I decided that maybe I should start again. Cyberspace is a crazy space. It's got so many things tangled all up inside you can't really separate one from the other. So i thought I would actually maybe link my videos from youtube to here. LOL.
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nightmares that stay to haunt even when you wake
I had a really horrible nightmare this morning that caused me to wake in tears. It was so awful I couldn't go back to sleep. What this dream was may you ask? I would love to tell you but I won't. Simply because I really just don't want to remember. The images, so vivid I thought it was real. So much so, I'm afraid to sleep tonight. I don't want ( Read more... ) -
i like to know that i am being taken seriously
honestly, there are times when i feel my parents don't take me seriously. like umm wtf?
not my fault my plans for 2nd guarantor got hijacked what. i mean c'mon... things happen.. you get over it. we move on. end of story. there's no need to throw such a hissy fit that we had to find a 2nd guarantor at the last friggin minute. what did my dad say? ( Read more... )