is how i feel ( Read more... )

so its been quite a while since ive written here. maybe because i have nothing to say ( Read more... )

i dont like seeing other people ruin their lives.
i dont like feeling emotional.
i dont like it that im uncertain about my future.
i dont like it that i miss so many people.
i dont like the fact that i keep making friends who move away.
i dont like knowing that i dont seem to laugh as much as i used to.
i dont like writing this.

why cant i find a boy who's normal ( Read more... )

i am so fucking moody tonight. i dont even know where to begin. i guess the saddest part of it all is that im watching a shot of love, because nothing is on tv ( Read more... )

that i want to ask you how youre doing?

im wondering why you constantly change your status with lyrics from songs about girls.

i have so many questions to ask you, but i feel like it'll just be a lost cause.

i hate it that i cant stop thinking about you.

i just got done eating some cheese lasagna... and i put some boca meat inside of it. so i have made a critical decision that next month i will discontinue my stint of being a vegetarian. it will have been a year and though i do somewhat enjoy being a vegetarian... it just isnt doing it for me anymore. i still eat a lot but it's never satisfying ( Read more... )

i went by there today cause i saw ashley was working, and turns out bruce and eric were there too! yay. ashley invited me inside... and it's awesome. everything is beautiful and high-tech. i wish i could work at that store, but she said i could pick up shifts if i wanted to or whatever. which would be cool... i would do it! ahhhhh im really tired. ( Read more... )

trust no one ( Read more... )

she gon gets hers before i ( Read more... )