I hate the feeling of being ignored. And feeling empty and not feeling like you are good enough no matter how hard you try :(

 Sooo tired. 
I need to learn how to get more sleep. 
 

 So I will start doing this more for elyssa. woot.

Hmm I beat year one on the lego Harry Potter game. I began year two. and I am soooo frustrated! 
Jenna leaves for school saturday morning. and I am freaking out a little bit. and by a little bit I mean a lot!! 
I have no idea what I am going to do.. at least I am starting school soon. So that will ( Read more... )

 It's really weird how things can change so drastically.
and i like it.

Music Meme Day Two ( Read more... )

 Say something funny, Say something Sweet, but DON"T say that you loved me.

 I wants to do something to my hair... 
I am thinking DARK DARK brown.. almost black? Wearing my extensions all the time. and Blunt straight across bangs..

i wanted to red again. but i always resort back to that..

Today, right now would have been a year.
Too bad i am an epic failure. 

I know your type ( Read more... )

Today I had my favorite high school teacher, Axe buy me a beer at the pub.
i hung out with someone other than gilbert in what seems like ages.
I remembered that i had a life before him.
Sometimes you forget that.
and Im going to try harder to leave him behind.
because I really am tired of this bullshit.
and having my heart hurt.
its really hard to stay ( Read more... )