I'm really not sure what prompted me to write.   I find myself with so much time on my hands ( Read more... )

I had minimal contact to the outside world.  i blame not updating my journal on the fact that I have not had internet for a week or two now.  That and the fact that I am happy.

...Sigh. this feels fucking nice.

After not having the internet, I was ready to feel cleansed.  I do not.  I feel behind and anxious. 
Homework will be my life. Only for one ( Read more... )

I really miss my BFF.
I miss my family too.

Too many things have been put on the back burner because I do not know how to budget money and I do not have a job that even gives me enough money to budget with.  I want to see all of these people. I want to.

I wanna be like Corey and Topanga.

My mother is out of jail ( Read more... )

I am not trying to be anything other than m.y.s.e.l.f.

I love film so much because it offers me an escape.

when a movie remains after several hours... i love it.
soak
it
in

soak
it
in.

"SO THIS IS HELL"                                   and on the flip side, bad films make me want to cry.

HIT

THE

...

bottom to escape

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I can't seem to stop spitting on myself.

in more ways than one.