howdy doody...hmm...don't you hate it when you go home and sit down on the couch and try to enjoy your pop tart, when you notice your fly's down?...I hate it even more when i realized that the last time i went to the bathroom was at work...but then i think why didn't my co-worker tell me??...then i think longer...hmmm....a cute guy came in there ( Read more... )

well...i might be goin to college in orlando..mom said she still has the florida pre-paid thingy...so super...When i told Courtney i was going to college in florida, he flipped. But sorry dude...i've changed who i was for guys before...and it never quite worked out. I've decided im not going to change myself for a guy and if he cant accept that ( Read more... )

ok so i figured out why im freaking out...well not really, but im hoping this will make me feel a little better....my mom and steve are coming up here to visit me! I really miss them, which is really shocking to me. but anyway...with my connections i got them a stay at a 5 star luxury villa for 3 days 2 nights for like a hundred bucks...not to ( Read more... )

what is the meaning of life? why are we here?...im so fucking lost its not funny...but whatever, my life is a big fat joke. dont show it though tara..no no...hide it...you have to seem strong. brush it off and move on. i hate the way i am...i hate not being around the people i care about most...i hate reading my friends journals and wishing i ( Read more... )

it feels like forever since i wrote in this thingy....sorry. i was out of town this weekend and just got back late last night. had a grand time though. went with courtney to charleston for his pool tournament. we stayed at his grandparents casa. wonderful people...salt of the earth. one night at dinner i asked for ranch dressing to put on my ( Read more... )

just got back from jogging....yea....realized i need to quit smoking...just doesn't help me out while i try to stay "in shape"...it was pretty stormy here last night while fuckin jeanne was bitchin at everybody...wasnt as bad as fl though im sure...i wonder how my moms doin?...she doesn't bother to call me...ive called her twice....guess hoe many ( Read more... )

no im not in cali....just a good song....um so yeah...hows everybody doin? im good!....got that job at the music store...its really fun...i broke up with matt...i just dont want a boyfriend right now...me and jess are getting an apartment next month...its going to be awesome...awe...im watching the little princess...its so sad!! ok anyway....im ( Read more... )

well this past week has just been a relaxing one...i haven't had any time to myself since i've moved here...i mean everything happened so fast...i had no time to take it all in and breathe...but i quit workin at spinnaker...it was just getting to boring for me...so i went in today to music 4 less...its this cool little music shop in one of the ( Read more... )

sorry its been awhile since i wrote in this thingy...i've been busy. well s.c is doing good...its doing great actually...im having a blast, which is completely unexpected! Last saturday jess, mike and i went to a few clubs in downtown savannah...it was soo much fun! we met alot of interesting people...lol..and a lot of drunk ones too. I miss ( Read more... )

so...man i kinda feel out of the loop...well i mean i should really...that makes me feel like shit...knowing someone and them not trusting you...i told her everything....even when she didnt want to hear it...actually especially when she didn't want to hear it...but oh well..nothing big ( Read more... )