so i've been here a year already...seems like a week to me. time flys when your having fun, and working your ass off. i think i know what i want to do with my life now though....so thats good. i was reading an old friends journal and she was talking about how she felt "grown up". And i know i'm only 19 (almost 20!)(holy shit that sounds weird ( Read more... )

just incase you ever read this...i didnt mean it. you were always there. im so sorry ( Read more... )

A freight train to the right, feeling that sting of pride ( Read more... )

i feel so sick to my stomach....i drank half a fifth of vodka last night. I've realized that i drink when im pissed, or upset...why am i pissed?? because i hate my mom...no seriously...i know hate is a strong word...but seriously that woman is such a bitch. She came in my room one night when i was in florida, and asked what was wrong...cause i ( Read more... )

define friendship...because i think some people are seriously confused...i was in town....where were you?? to busy for your best friend...i understand, things are different but that shouldn't change a friendship. Miles shouldn't be an issue. you're my best friend, but i feel so hurt. please tell me you didnt mean to.

i dont know what to think...i talked to him until 3:30 in the morning like we used to do. One of those all nighter phone conversations when you get to know a person. But the funny thing is i already know him...we started talking about how things used to be and how they are now. and all of a sudden...woosh feelings come back. he told me he ( Read more... )

me and my mom came to an agreement...because shit has happened here to many times and i need to get away for a little bit....so when she comes up here to visit im driving back down w/ her....on feb 13th...ya know what that means kyla?? I'LL BE HOME FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS!!!!...and dude im like staying for a month...till march something...i cant remember ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? got kicked out?...that was splended ( Read more... )

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way ( Read more... )

this month has been a stressful one...where do i start?? how about with my good friend jess getting pregnant and then losing the baby...yea that was super shitty. her dick of a boyfriend who used her and dumped her decided to not pull out...i hate him ( Read more... )