Complete lack of the desire to move today. It's 1:42 and I'm just now getting out of bed for the first time. Well not really the first time. I got out a couple times to check my computer, see if anyone important, or anyone at all had said anything that I missed, or didn't want to miss. But alas there was nothing. Tis the story of my life, always ( Read more... )

I'm bored.. and I thought this was cool ( Read more... )

It's incredible.. I feel 1,000x better right now than I have in the past few months. All it took were a few words, in the right place at the right time. I haven't stopped smiling since.

Even if she can't work out the time and actually come and visit, I'll still feel this great. Just knowing that she cares enough to want to come. I fucking love

You're all going to have to forgive me for last nights entry. Well you don't have to, but you should. I was just really tired and pissy about everything ( Read more... )

Bus rides suck. Having to leave my good friends at home sucks. Only getting to see Caitlin for like 5 minutes sucks. Walking over a mile in 30 degree weather from the bus station, up hill, sucks. Having my bedroom smell of cigarettes sucks. Having some kid I don't know, never met, never seen sleep in my bed without any asking me sucks. Now having ( Read more... )

So this is me giving up on excitement. As per last night, I've decided that anything I've been really excited, really thrilled about recently has ended up in shit. With me just really disappointed. So I figure if I don't get excited, then I can't get disappointed right. Sounds reasonable to me ( Read more... )

Just watched Battle Royale... Mikey should be proud of me. It's fucking awesome. I'm going to burn him a copy of Dead or Alive tomorrow or the next day. I'll bring it home with me next week. So that means we gotta try and chill Mike. Uhh not too much else going on.. Car was suppose to be done today, and wasn't. Was suppose to start my halfsleeve ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in this thing in like 8 years. It's crazy. But a lot of shit has been going down, so I feel like I want to write it for some reason ( Read more... )

Had band practice tonight. We wrote our first new song. And it kicks my ass so hard. I love it. We don't play any one part of the song more that once. Which is kinda what makes it so bad ass. I want to try and record a cut of it as soon as possible. Also can't wait to record A Bloodless Ambition for our split. Those kids can rock with the best of ( Read more... )

So, fairweather last night was awesome. The first band was horrible jam band called Steel Train. Excellent guitarist, but I HATE DAVE MATTHEWS BAND style jam bands. They bother me oh so much. Then fairweather came on. I danced it up for them, with one other person. Then this stupid fucking kid just stood in the middle of the pit.. and didn't do ( Read more... )