( Two years and two months )

i can't remember a time when i've felt this horrible.

i'm sorry just doesn't cut it.

this entire time its been me, and i just couldn't see it.

the worst part is that i know you think its your fault.

what the fuck is wrong with me?

its been barely a month. and already you know how to get under my skin.

fuck

its official ( Read more... )

ever feel like you're a failure? like not a complete and total failure, not to the point where you're the worst as you can get. but you feel as if you've failed in a certain crucial aspect of your life ( Read more... )

Transitory Rigormortis

today i was oficially hit on by a 50 year old gay man ( Read more... )

last post was the result of a good drunk, and writing at 5:30 in the morning. lol. good times :D

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS

1. no more buying cigarettes.

2. no more dwelling on the past.

3. start going to the gym regularly

4. stop feeling sorry for myself.

sounds pretty good to me.

tonight was....eventful, to say the least. more people showed up than i expected. 90% of which i knew, the other ten percent brought in by people i trust. i'd say we had at least 40 people here tonight ( Read more... )

Bomb The World -- Michael Franti & Spearhead ( Read more... )