You know it's bad when I move back to livejournal.  But I want people to see this, I want them to know how upset i am.  When i'm here, in my dark place, I know I have no control.  It's thrown in my face constantly.  By my friends, by my plate, by my room, by my phone.  I see it everywhere I look- my lack of control, and I can't take it anymore. It ( Read more... )

i havnt written in so long, so many things have happened, i dont know where to begin. I guess i'll just start by rambling, it seems like the best way to start me off at this point. I wish i could get back into the habit of journal writing, I really miss doing it, but it's one of those things where once you stop it is really hard to start again. I ( Read more... )

wow, so apparently i havnt been that social lately...it's just like, eh. usually around this time its a 5th of july party complete with fireworks, bbq, and water, but now...stupid work. i dont really know what to say. I was reading my older journal entries from a few months ago, and i sure wrote alot of stuff. Its wierd to think that it seems ( Read more... )

ahh..so i looked on some bbc news place after i got home from Ian's party...apparently it was officially proposed that John Paul II be declared a martr. all i have to say to that is WHAT IS UP WITH ME AND THE POPE?! gash...it's kinda creepy. I mean, why cant the pope have his OWN special days...he just takes all the glory outta mine...'hey guess ( Read more... )

uhhh...Today seemed like such a long day, and I felt sick all through it ( Read more... )

oh i just did something to livejournal that broke my heart. but i must move on about it.

well what's happened in my life this past...what?! month! dang...i miss this place and im slowly giong to come back over here. so lets see ( Read more... )

prom. oh it was really fun. really really fun. i just wish it wasnt so hard to type on this journal everything. so i pry wont. we went to dinner at coplands or whatever it's called, and it was verry yummy. we saw some other people from valley. the conversation went as such ( Read more... )

phew, what a long, exciting week ( Read more... )

i have alot of homework and all i want to do is sleep. i should have done that this weekend...but nooo...i had to go to cliffs with sean and everyone else :) . yeahh...

i wish i had more time to update, but that's what journal writing is for.