Look at the Stars, look how they shine for you

[imlostwithoutu]

I really wish i didnt see him.. but i just felt like i had to.

Me, Andrew, Jen, Ash and Nels went to Gameworks, it wasnt fun for me.. not even a little bit. The whole time i just wanted to drop dead, or have a complete break down. But, i keep myself together really well these days, i only sheded a few tears that no one notice.. i hope.
We came back

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[canibyourmemory]

Babe.. I'm sorry we actually went through with this. But I hope you DON'T become silent. You need to complain, or else it'll just be so much harder holding it all in.. The pain will just STAY in. I know this is hard, and the hard times just keep coming, but there WILL be a time when things will be ok. Things will progress, we all just gotta try. I tried so hard after shit happend, and I can honestly say I'm ok. Probably even happy. I love you babe. I'll ALWAYS be here. You're so great and.. I love you. Just keep walking, never give up. We've got some exciting things coming our way. I love you.

[rachel_torn]

Carissa..
I;m so proud of you for what you did today. Even seeing him was a REALLY hard thing to do but look,you did it. You did ALL that and you didnt cry very much even tho you wanted to. Do you know how many people CANT do something like that? You've got guts girl =). And I love you for that. And yeah cigs,weed,and vodka seem to be the answer to EVERYTHING nowadays. Whether is guys,grades,friends,homework,or even addiction..its what everyones doin lol.

I love you babe =)