Some aspects of me and how I perceive life as of late have never been better. Others just can't seem to exit my life due to immaturity, disrespect, and other stupid shit ( Read more... )

I've never been in a stressful relationship like this one.

Taking Back Sunday has been a prominent band on my ITunes tonight. Maybe it's telling me something. Or maybe I'm just really into it right now. I could care less. I need a new girl. Or no girl at all might be GREAT. I have no clue nor do I care. IM DRUNK WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Why do I give everything and get nothing in return? This might quite possibly be the WORST Valentine's ever. I've never had anyone but at least I didn't know what I was missing, or whatever. I just wish I was appreciated. Sometimes I really think that it's women that are the ones who mature slower than men. At least around here.

Fights about nothing when I feel they are left unresolved are the most irritating, bumming out, depressing things in the whole world.

I hate how I feel today. Lack of a job, purpose in life, other things. Right when I need support the most is when I don't get it. Please come around soon. Until, then I guess I'll weather the storm. :(

Despite all the stupid shit that's happened to me in the past week, I still feel really good about my life. I just want to get my job back at bloomies.

I also just started trusting a girl for the first time in probably six years. I guess Andrew Frazier is indeed human. I just hope I'm not making a mistake.

Nick reminded me I have one of these things. So I'm writing in it. Woooooooooooo

I AM OFFICIALLY THE HAPPIEST KID ALIVE RIGHT NOW

I saw a video about a girl that got stabbed to death. She didn't deserve it. Apparently, she was an awesome girl. This one kid was crying saying about how she made anyone smile, no matter the circumstances. I really hope that despite anything that has ever occured between anyone and me, no matter how hateful, I really hope people feel the way about ( Read more... )