wow.. i havent updated in umm lyk 2 weeks.. well here it goes ( Read more... )

nikole's was fucking amazing and i never had so much friggin fun! can we say bubble bath!? haha ( Read more... )

im sorry i couldn't help it.. i no i let you down

and i dont have nething else more to say.. bye

this is my last post for a really long time.. i fucked things up and my life sucks once again. im not guna be online ne more either for a while.. so if u want comment on w/e u want and the next time i check/update i'll see it.. wont be for a long time tho so cheer me up while i slowly fall apart..

bye

i just started reading somethings that maybe took a really big turn on me. john told me some things yesterday that i sat there and thought about without him knowing it and usually he knows when i think about nething.. but this i knew i had to hide.. and it's just not fucking fair bc i guess that's jaut the way people are.. they pretend to be your ( Read more... )

good part of my rambleings ( Read more... )

wow last night was so friggin crazy! deff. was the best night i've had in soo long.. i was friggin soaking wet. one word.. OUCH! lol ( Read more... )

yea every1 came over tonight to celebrate! yay ( Read more... )

blah blah ( Read more... )

i havent undated in 4ever. well anyway.

i got another job.. me and john are friends.. * * * * is spreading some bullshit about me!.. my dad and my step mom might get a divorce and they've only been married about a year (they fight non-stop).. and me & lolley are friends again too..

half is good half is bad.. but life goes on :/