anyways.. this week i guess hasnt been too bad.. not for up here anyways. i havent gotten toupdate in awhile, still because of school. some nights i get so much homework that i dont even have time to think about this shit.. blah, i hate it. chance is doing good for anyone who knows who he is.. i love riding him:)... this weekend should be fun. ( Read more... )

schools been rough, but lately its getting a little better.. you know you get into the routine and kinda get used to it being how it is. I wish i didnt have so much homework right now its getting to be a chore and i hardly have time to write on here anymore.. i also wish my writers block would go away so i could get something worthwhile out for ( Read more... )

“When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are”, because it’s not going to come true anyways. Don’t you think it’s wrong to have all these childrens’ songs about their dreams coming true and such, when in reality, that doesn’t occur. It builds their hopes up only to be brought back down again by the harsh cruelty of everyday. Every ( Read more... )

Mags.. i miss you so much, you have no idea. Its horrible up here without anyone and I hate it so much. I wish I never had to move. I dont even get why we did. why'd they have to be so selfish about everything, this isnt good for the family! I miss you and wish I could just be back home enjoying things like we used to...

Everybody hurts... I just wish that people didnt have to. Especially those I really care about. I want them to be happy no matter what.. please be happy dear

life is so pointless so often, you know? There are so many times when all you need is just something but either its to far away to attain, or you actually do get ahold of it, only to have it rudely ripped away from you, tearing you to the core. Life is often like being kept in the shadows... unable to see what may come, and too encased in cold ( Read more... )

no ones on to talk to.... I just wish i had someone here to talk with right now..

about many different things.. today was arite I guess, Ive been drawing, writing, and listening to music just about the whole time since Ive been home. I did go see my baby and that made me feel much better, what a cutie. Anyhow... i may be able to hang out with friends tomorrow which is an up, but also my dads coming home this weekend so that ( Read more... )

Im a failure.. i dont know why I try... im sick and tired of always losing... i should give up on all this you know? How can I continually bring myself through all this pain? Its not even right. Im exhausted of myself....

is what my life is