I'm getting married in a little over 9 months :) Yay bliss!

My grandmother is dying. More than a year ago, she was diagnosed with colon cancer. After going through chemo, she couldn't suffer through it anymore. I was not one to support the decision and I have a very heavy heart about it now. She is dying and suffering and my mom is falling apart. My mom thinks I'm stronger than her because I've been acting ( Read more... )

I'm getting married! To an amazing, terrific man :)

In last two months, I've experienced a break-up, found out my grandmother is dying, and met someone who I shared such a deep, profound connection with in such a short time. Yes, it's been a crazy and emotional couple of months. Am I now glad that the break-up occurred? Yes, in a way I am because then I wouldn't be in the relationship I have now. I ( Read more... )

It's really funny how life changes in a heartbeat.

I said I love you and he totally rejected me. I was torn with pain and sadness. I thought I would fall into the pitfalls of darkness and be unable to rise again.

Maybe someone else will come along to pick up the pieces...

I just hope I won't get hurt again...

I love him more than myself. I love him so much that it's hard to breathe. I can't tell him. He'll leave me. In the end, they all leave ( Read more... )

Threatening the life it belongs to ( Read more... )

I am about to do the very thing I swore I'd never do and though I know it's wrong, I will do it anyway...

I love how just when everything seems to go really well, I get hit with a series of unfortunate events ( Read more... )

Can't guys just tell you what they're thinking instead of playing games with our minds? Grr.