feelings come back ten fold......

So happy new years........I go back to missouri tomorrow. Long ass drive,but its back to work I go. I'm really annoyed that a lot of my relationships have gone to shit lately. Do to my own doing or vice versa. I really dont know anymore. I really have a hard time connecting with people. I push them away a lot. and i dont know why..

The only girl I honestly loved was stephanie.....

fuck where life takes you in life...

So I can just push people away and just not care with no problem.........I think that may be my problem.

One day I may find someone I can connect with......

why do i feel like I have done nothing in life...........

Wow......I thought it would go well this time,but ehhh guess not. life goes on....

iv noticed iv been more sad in the army than i ever have been....

how is everyone?well ican happly say in 2 years i will be out of the army!