I'm realizing that I need more queer friends.

Don't get me wrong, I love my straight friends, it just sucks that, as a gay man, I'm supposed to be sassy and funny and fashionable but entirely non-sexual.

So, moving to Minnesota has been an experience. Some good, some bad. All in all what it's given me most is perspective ( Read more... )

So I've basically given up all pretenses of socializing at this point. At least with people who are actually here. It's really pretty liberating, to be honest. I can finally, finally be selfish and have it effect nobody but me. It's amazing the way I never took time to take care of myself, ever, and the fact that all that sacrifice never even ( Read more... )

So, a bit of an update on my life ( Read more... )

Basically once again I am feeling sad, lonely, depressed, isolated, friend- and hopeless.

i am hoping visceral intellectual disgust can overcome unthinking emotion.

it's a fight that i don't really want either side to win, but...lesser of two evils.

I'm slipping back into depression at a rate that is truly alarming.

So yeah Rob is coming back to work at AE for the holidays at least.

The only way to summarize how I feel is FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfffffffffffff.

Stupid boy, he never learns.

I am literally incapable of ridding myself of painful memories ( Read more... )