a letter to my bryan

[immunity_tbs]

Have you ever loved someone so much, but hated them just as much at the same time?

Comments

[diminishme]

wow, shelley. thats deep. i dont know if you wanted anyone to comment or not but that was real. your right, there are some things in life that just happen and change everything and you'll never know when things will go back to normal. you are probably the strongest person i know of. from some of the things ive read in your journal, it shows. its just the fact that whatever may happen, you try your best not to let it change you. you still keep your grades up, you still work hard for it all and its just making a better shelley. having to experience a lot of these things sucks, but its making you a stronger person.
okay, well im finished. i just thought i might let you know how i felt about your letter.

[immunity_tbs]

Thanks Kristen. It doesn't matter to me if people comment ... I wasn't expecting any, I was really just writing for me, but knowing that people care always helps :) Thanks a lot.

Re: Shelley, I love you.

[immunity_tbs]

Kate, thank you for everything. Reading what you wrote made me cry, seriously. You're one of my best friends too. We really need to start hanging out. It sucks that you know what I'm going through, but it helps to know I'm not the only one. I love you Kate. Thanks again :)

[___rooneyx]

shelley, i'm so sorry. every family has their problems; i just had a really hard night 2 days ago due to a family issue. no one is perfect. so i won't judge you. i'm actually so proud of the way you've kept yourself through it all. through all that has happened, you've remained a good class president, you've kept your grades above par, and you've worked hard. not many can say the same.

i hope all of this gets better for you soon. i miss you. come visit me at school sometime♥

kallyn*

[immunity_tbs]

Thanks Kallyn. I will definitely come to visit you at school, just let me know when is good for you. <3

[camie_kisses]

shelley
im really sorry to hear about all of this that has been happening to you i love you and your a big part in my life i dont want you to have to go through all of this alone you mean a lot to me and i really care about you shell and just remember if you ever need someone to talk to im always here for you <33 your cousin megan

[immunity_tbs]

Thanks Meg. You mean a lot to me too and I know you're always there for me. I love you<33

i love youuu

[hellokitty__]

But guess what ... I don't have any best friends anymore,

Shell- you KNOW i'm here for you, and you can come to me with anything. you're my best friend, and i love you like whoa. you're strong, and the thing in your profile is right- what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. it's true, but you're the last person who should have to go through this. you're one of the greatest people i know. you're always there for me, you make good decisions, you aspire for something in your life, and you pur your all in EVERYTHING. you don't give up. you're my role model. keep your head up, i'm here for you. i've been, and will continue, to pray for your family. it will eventually start to get better shell, just know that you can make it through. I know you can.

can't wait for sunday :]
♥han

Re: i love youuu

[immunity_tbs]

Hannah, I know you're here for me, believe me. You're the only person (besides Jeremy) that I've told everything to. And I'm thankful that you've been there to listen, it really means a lot. Thanks for the encouragement, Han, it helps more than you know. I love you girl and I can't wait until Sunday either.