I have now learned that to be happy in this world you need someone to be happy with you. And i wonder why have i not found that person. I mean everyone finds their true love, but when? Everyday i wonder like am i not good enough? Is there something wrong with me? In my dreams i always dream i'm with someone, does that mean i'm gonna find someone ( Read more... )

Wow. Okay me, Chris, Jereme, and Clare were all gonna hang out at Dakota. I had to go get Clare and then i saw Jereme in his car. I told my mom to go back cause i didn't want him to leave wen he didn't see me. I saw him, and Chris. I ran after them and told them to wait right there cause i had to go get Clare. While i was there Chris's skateboard ( Read more... )

Yesterday i didn't chill with Chris. I prolly can't today either. I told my mom i was getting ready then going to Dakota. She said i cudnt cause it's windy, dark, and it's gonna thunder storm. If it doesn't ima be pissed cause i really wanna hang out with him.

I had a dream i was going out with someone? I didn't knoe who it was. But it was nice to ( Read more... )

I was looking at some old pics and i found ( THESE )

Ppl lie ( Read more... )

Yea sOo.. Scott called me back and asked why didn't i wait for him to get off work so he cud go to the movies w/ us ]=. I was sad cause i wanted him to go but anyway he had to go and said he wud call me back. Around 11:58PM he called me =p. With Billy there =D. We talked for a bit and he said he might come see me today.. HOORAY! I love them. Right ( Read more... )

I love writing depressing poems and listening to depressing songs ( Read more... )

Last night my fone started vibrating. Scared the shit out of me =p. It was Shaun. Mann it was like at 10:50PM. I told him i was going to the movies today and he shud go. He said that he wud call me wen he gets up and tell if he cud =D. HOORAYYY! So i might get to see him after all. Today i got woken up but not by Joey. My mom thought i was gonna be ( Read more... )

So yea Shaun didn't end up calling me yesterday. Watch him call me today. Fagg ( Read more... )

So today i cudn't hang out w/ Clare. Again. Someday i'll be able to hang out w/ her. But yeah i soo did not wanna be alone. I was scared cause i was able to do anything i wanted at any moment. I'm fucked up i knoe =/. So i went so a LONG walk and it got really hott and cars were stopping behind me and ppl were talking to me so i went to Kellie's. ( Read more... )