chris i miss u soooooooooooooooooooo much. i love u. amanda is leaving tomorrow. this sucks. im gona miss her too. i dont even wana say bye. its so hard.

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so im in florida rite now with nicki n were having a blast. it is soooo pretty n fun here. i absolutley love the beaches. tons of fun. last night we went dancing n i love going with a group of girls, but guys ruin it. do i have a im a slut please come grope me sign on my dam forehead? yea, didnt think so. so what makes guys think that they ( Read more... )

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chris im sad i didnt get to see u before u left. no good. steven left on friday on his roadtrip. i miss him soooo much. it sux all we had was a week n when he gets back i leave to florida the day after. major sucky! im sooo excited to go to florida tho. today i found out i only have 65 dollars to take with me. how did that happen? oopsi! ( Read more... )

ive been driving myself crazy latley over nothing. absolutley nothing. im so dam emotional i cant stand myself. i am sick of my eyes filling up with tears. last night i had so much inside of me i thought i was gona explode. instead of exploding i wrote down everything in a notebook n sat there with my boo. i think im gona write more often. ( Read more... )

i want to move out like no other!

so new york had its ups n downs. i loved riding the subway and i loved bubba gump's shrimp. ground zero is incrediable. i hated waiting in lines for everything including a 30 min line to pee. i got to see the statue of liberty, for some reason it wasnt as cool as i thougt. central park is amazing. its so beautiful n i love that in the middle ( Read more... )

omg im gona fuckin scream again. i am sooo dam stressed out n cant stand my mother. i cant believe that i am going to ny with her tomorrow for a week. i cant fuckin handle this. we have been fighting all day. o and to top things off it may not sound so bad but im sooo pissed. while im gone my lil bro who just got his liscences is driving MY ( Read more... )